was pissed yesterday....when i was a bit slow to understand people words doesn't mean that i'm dumb. perhaps she has little patient as she claimed, but that's no reason to ...hey, gimme that irritating look.and anyway she wasn't really able to communicate in a way that people could know wad u are saying at once.

so she was mad cos her communication skills is lousy...

so decided to forgive her....

today was practical.....we are divided into 8 groups....i and her are in diff group.....went to find her to have lunch together after my practical....her group haven finished yet....i saw her smiling slightly as she worked...then she happened to saw me and she abruptly turned back to her work, her smile all gone.

that was the last straw....went for lunch myself....decided to avoid her from now on.....had a feeling that she doesn't want me around her...

and the irony.....went to SIM for lunch....i finished mine and was on the way out of the cafe and on the way saw her with some other people from our course

she was talking non stop and laughing....and she didn't saw me ....at all.

uh huh....today that's is, enjoyed myself tremendously. our school adventure seeker club is having games day every friday, so decided to join it. at first wasn't so keen, but when i did went, i find myself blending into their cliques...not bad really. well so it sets me thinking that sometimes you have to force yourself to do stuff and then the results would kick in. kk, i'll stop here today. tomolo's saturday and i know u guys are gonna sleep till late late!!!.

yea....changed my blog skin and add music =)

still coping with poly life anyway.....

i start school with the mentality that i'm gonna do well for the next three years as i did badly for secondary school when i can actually do better. it's a pity yea? =/yea u can be damn sure it was. well it's the way things goes, you've done it, passed it, stopped, looked back, then u regret.

okie so i've regret and wanna start anew and as the first week passed and the ending of the second week i realised that i've beginning to lose it. lose wad? lose the discipline that i've mustered from the secondary bad results, that is, to work hard in poly. realised that i've been waking up and find that i'm late for class and thus deciding not to go to school. didn't went to school for a total of 4 days now. and worse, sometimes not even wanna to go to school. diao, u guys must be thinking that oh man these are problems that we all face, we all will bound to feel sian about school. okie, i understand that it's a big fuss over i hope nothing, but i've always been so "dun care" about stuff, so it's a worry. really hope to change that. REALLY REALLY.

kk shall end here, still have maths engineering homework to do ~.~