nah....tired of the entry number wad wad wad so i shan't put anymore.


hey....starting of this year, 2005....well, been thinking as i've got sooo much time to myself...a bit tired of my character....sometimes i made myself feels sick and once i've cried about it....so i've decided...since plenty of people IS changing around me, i might as well...not mentioning any names...


plenty of ups and downs for this year...downs mostly...couldn't really say that it was a pretty bad year though as there were a few bonus...new friends,new beginings....


forgotten friends,lost friends,and others who r really begining to gore at your nerves...


this year i've managed to discover some traits of the new me that i wanna become, quite briefly i've acted it out...not desirable results though...will continue to work on it to perfection.


most ironically, the downs throughout the year has mostly been my closest friends...others due to education or stress from parents...


some of the events of this year are my proudest in my whole 16 years...joy as well as unhappiness again.


2005...another new phrase for me.....for some of my friends too...

lets say i'm struggling to cope with it even like now.