i have never thought of it that way. My sisters are all matured already. Not saying anything in a proud way but i had a pleasant surprise when i found out wanqin wearing a dress to meet her friends for a movie, and making some of the tough decision i've found myself making once in a while. seriously i was quite proud of them.

being the eldest amongst the three of us in my family i'm ashamed to say that throughout my sister's period of maturing i've never been a good example to them. Honest. I would say more of perhaps a comparison to themselves. It's up to them to whether accept what i did, or to change it. Again i was never seriously good at any studies, arts or learning. But seriously, i'm proud to say, they are independant, i absolutely admire them for that. Studies on time, knowing when to sleep for the next day test. Want to show them a clip on the internet and they would refused, complaining of their next day exams.

As much as these feelings, i never really thought of taking care of them. somehow it just doesn't fit with my feelings for them. To say that i love my two sisters was a really foreign word to me. I can't bring myself to even utter it.

But whatever it is, they ARE my sisters and i'm proud of them. Of that it will never changed.