i met a movie goer at cineleisure, orchard ....like 3 days ago? time was 1.10am, roughly. ice age 2. a comedy. (that's not the point)

but that he was with a bunch of friends... about 5 or 6 altogether? and so is everybody else, mostly. and there i was all alone, watching a midnight late movie. 2 years ago i won't question anyone with the habit like mine of watching movies alone. but recently ppl start asking. 'you watch movies alone?' followed by an incredous look. it's pathetic, that's what they say. especially going alone to watch a horror movie, no one to share the fright with you. (which i do go alone)

the movie goer coincidentally was also by the name of alvin. oh of all names. so he spoke to me, introduced himself. and asked the question why i was alone (prob the key reason why he spoke to me)

i'm not typing this to convinced you guys that i infact like to watch it with others except that everyone is busy and such blah blah blah. no i'm not... in truth i would gladly go alone. not that i'm gonna type here why.

i felt more comfortable without friend by my side..... good news? dun give me the: you are so wrong dude... one day you will need friends thingy...

sure i know that. friends restricts, movement, actions, speech. maybe i should learn to adapt more though.

the proverb about the best medicine being the most bitter and effective? meaning that although harsh words may be as pain as a piercing arrow but it's meant to be for your good?

tell you guys what... i dun want any bitter medicine. i dun wan to be heal.