Drifting again:

i realised, that it's hard to focus on more things at a time sometimes, and by that i do not mean multi task, but multi tasking multiple relationships, social circles, you'll tend to neglect some group just to spend more time with others. so i really admire those who could.

it's about time allocating actually? or maybe it's just quite impossible?

while i may have enjoyed spending precious time with one circle, there's always a hollow feeling tugging away in my heart reminding me that i'm probably spending too much.

i have been called back and this might not be how i want to start over.